January, 3rd 2007
I can remember some of what happened this night. I lay down to bed around midnight. I would say suddenly I got the familiar hee-bee gee- bee feeling. I knew this feeling all to well. I was very scared and tucked myself tightly under the covers. I had my window opened a crack because my room gets really hot. Suddenly the shade started making a noise as if wind was coming through briskly. I was terrified and ran to the window and slammed it closed, then jumped back under the covers and hid. At that point I decided not to hide; I wanted to "see" what I had dreaded for as long as I could remember. I knew they would be arriving soon. Suddenly I snapped up as if awoken, my legs were tingling and going numb, and I could hear the familiar steady buzzing sound, like a generator sounds in the distance. My room began to fill with a pale blue/white light, and what appeared to be vapors of the same color. I could no longer move any thing but my eyeballs and was terrified. I then closed my eyes tightly in fear and started to feel the familiar touches on my bed and blankets. I then reopened my eyes to find 2 black hooded beings to my left by my bedroom door, another at my right shoulder, and one at the end of my bed. I panicked. My heart felt like it was going to explode. Some how I managed to move, and was able to grab the being on my right by the throat. When I touched him I heard in my mind "watch out for the mother". It was then that I let go and actually made it to my door, fighting the paralysis and trying to scream. I opened my bedroom door to find one waiting on the other side. That’s when they swarmed me. I felt a pain like electrocution. The next thing I felt were touches all over me and the feeling of being lifted up. Then I woke in bed with the buzzing numbness feeling taking longer than usual to fade from my body.
January 20th, 2007
Ok, here we go again. It’s the same hee-bee gee-bee feeling as before. This time I was ready, or tried to make myself believe I was. Here come the lights and the sound...my room filled again with the blue white light and vapors. This time I wanted to see how they came in. I could feel a presence and concentrated on the energy. It was at this time when I noticed they were "in" the energy somehow, waiting in the shadows, sneaking around. They saw that I saw them, and would quickly move out of my vision disappearing back into the energy field as if trying to stay invisible to me. I was on to them and chased them around the room with my mind and my eyes, soon to find out they frown on this. Suddenly the same being I grabbed by the throat last time came out of nowhere and hit me on the right side of my head. Then, after an extra "juicing of energy”, I was being lifted again. This time when I awoke in bed I was not neatly and nicely tucked in. I was naked above the covers upside down as if tossed back to bed. I can remember a field of long yellow grass, with ships every where, dropping and picking up people. There is an abandoned farm house in the distance, boarded up, and the porch collapsing. I saw a little boy being lifted and grabbed his leg but could not hang on to him.
February 2nd, 2007
Ok round 3. I know now, before I even get into my bed, that they are coming to get me. I was waiting for them this time. I now lay in bed and start speaking out loud. “Come on guys, can we please just get this over with?? I know you are here, the energy fills my room.” I talk to them and tell them I am really going to try not to be scared but they are scary mother fuckers!!!! I can’t help my natural reaction of fear. I then ask them to please not hurt me this time. I will cooperate, and that I will do my best not to panic. My legs start to go numb and the twitching starts all over my body. I breathe deeply and tell myself over and over again not to panic. The numbness climbs my spine and the pulsating vapors move my body with every pulse. I close my eyes and am lifted again. I remember being on the ship this time in and out of consciousness. I then see the machine that is sending out the pulses and vapors. I was surrounded, cocooned if you will, in something green. I could see someone else getting wrapped up the same way. I also see a cow on the ship, a small cow not fully grown, and a human like creature messing with him, not sure doing what. I remember many beings scurrying around doing what seemed to be a hundred different things, all very quickly as if pressed for time. I can remember 3 of us cocooned, all green in color. Then that’s when they realize I am watching. I then feel a VERY, VERY painful burning pain in my right butt cheek. The burning travels till my whole body is on fire. I then wake up again, tossed into bed. The clock when I left read 12:28 A.M. When I awoke in bed it read 3:33. My left nostril was throbbing, my left ovary, the only one I have left, seemed to be in pain. My right ring finger had a painful numbness that traveled up my whole arm. I have a sore raspy throat, gassy feeling in my stomach, and right eye pain. The name Todd stood out in my head and a man’s B, one syllable name, Ben, maybe Bruce. I lay there in recovery for a while and got up at 4:30. Then I bitched my ass of to my wonderful friend Matt Moniz, my nose bled steadily all day.
December 3rd, 2007
I was taken last night. This time was very different, and later than usual. I went to bed at 2:30 am, and was returned at 5:33 am. Cover of the storm maybe? I do not remember a lot, but I do remember being surrounded by MANY different, for lack of a better word, "SPECIES". I have never seen any of them before, except for the tall Grey that stands at the end of my bed, the elder one. His presence was strong, but he was in the distance. I was in a room on an exam table. I remember starting to "wake" on the table and looking at all of them, then the ole fight or flight response kicked in and I fell off the table, but NEVER hit the floor. As I was being raised back to the table I saw a strange machine above the table. As I hovered inches from the floor there was a tiny, skinny being, not even 2 feet tall. I was able to grab it and it let out a scream that I will never forget. Hearing this scream should have scared me, but instead I felt bad for it seeing as I had hurt it. I then grabbed it gently and healed it. It came back to life right in my hands, the whole time hovering on the floor, being watched by so many different type eyes. I let the being go gently back to the floor then was elevated back to the table. The machine I saw then attached itself to the back of my neck, the vertebrae that kind of protrudes before the neck begins. {I have a sore scab there today} It is now that I really feel and see the grey elder I am familiar with, then the BUZZ and I wake slowly back in bed, in a tight fetal ball. I feel the thing on my neck detach, and slowly become aware of being back in my bed, ABOVE the covers. All the different eyes that were staring at me, my audience fading. At 5:39 I can function again. I notice my Door is closed, I remember leaving it open. I always do at night so the animals can access their dishes. My Jacket that was by my front door was hanging on the doorknob of my now closed bedroom door. What do you think of this???? I felt like my familiar grey was doing show and tell, WTF??
December 29th, 2007
Well, last night I went to bed around 12:30 AM. As usual I had a strong sense that they were going to pay me a visit. Knowing this I asked out loud to be able to please remember my experience, for my own sanities sake, lol. Well the next thing I knew I was wakening, the paralysis was starting to set in. I struggled to move when something {someone} grabbed my arm, the right one, and started to restrain me. It was now the all too familiar fear, fight, flight response kicking in. I was able to fight the painful paralysis this time and got up off the bed and ran to a doorway, opened the door, and took off down a long straight hallway. Now I say took off, but in reality it was like I was running in suspended animation! Feet not hitting the floor, like SLOW MOTION!!. Anyway, I started to yell for my sister, she was in a room at the end of the hallway, and somehow I just KNEW this. The yell came out as if slowed to extreme slow motion as well. The craft we were in was very small, maybe 90-100 ft long, 18-20 feet wide and cylinder shaped. I got to my Twin; she was on a bed crying. She had heard her daughter. I knew this too and tried to snap her out of it. She was crying about something not being there this time, or went away. She was referring to a small gray I now saw hiding from me. I believe He has been her "Friend" since early childhood, and is the one who leads her around through these experiences. That is the last I remember for I woke again at 2:30 in a bed, scared of the presence in the room. I shut my eyes as tight as I could, and waited. The next thing I remember is SNAPPING back awake in my own room, the all too familiar time on the clock blinking. I knew what time it was, opened my cell phone by the side of the bed, right on the money, 3:33 am... I then went back to sleep then called my sister to tell her what I remembered. Before I even got it out of my mouth I heard, DUDE we got taken last night! I assured her I knew already and this was the reason I was calling. I then told her what I remembered. My Niece, her Daughter, has the bloody nose today which Deb and I always had as kids...